“It’s easy to stand in the crowd but it takes courage to stand alone”Mahatma Gandhi
Trigger warning: The following post contains themes relating to CSA that some may find upsetting.
I’ll never forget the horror of being in danger, in public, and the sickening realisation that no one was noticing. I was too frightened at the age of fourteen to reach out to anyone at all. I felt an insane mix of terror and loneliness, on a bustling high street on a Saturday afternoon.
The worst thing about this terrible situation I found myself in, was that I felt it was my fault. I had instigated this meeting between me and the man who had sexually abused me throughout my childhood. I still feel the flush of shame when I think about that.Continue reading “Alone in a crowd”